29 Weeks TODAY!

In 10 weeks Obi will grace us with his presence! My c-section has been scheduled for January 7th at 7:30a. I cannot believe it is happening. We will have two boys!! Oh my goodness...it is all happening so fast and I am really excited.

I have been feeling down lately. It is a lot of things. I miss my husband. Period. He is not here when I need him the most and its getting so hard for me to sleep at night because I just think. I think about our future, what is happening now...being without him is killing me. He is in Oregon and missing so much during this pregnancy and JJ is growing up so fast. Some people think the choices we made are stupid without even knowing the our main reasons. We made our choices because it is to benefit us as a whole. It does not matter what people think anyway and it is none of their business.

Every thing will come together in time and they will see the sacrifices we made will have its rewards :)

xoxo

28 Weeks + 4 Days

I forgot to post the day I turned 28 weeks. Nothing much happened. I went in for my 1 hr GTT and then went straight to my appointment. Well, my OB had to leave for a delivery so I had my appt rescheduled to this coming Wednesday or is it Thursday? Ill have to check because I forgot already. Hahaha.

I've been feeling good. Obi is very active and makes my belly dance. I love the feeling of baby moving in my belly.

JJ is awesome. He is growing up beautifully and is so smart! I love him so much. He has been teething like crazy. His molars came out and he has more teeth coming as well.

I've been feeling bleh. I miss Josh and being a family together. My Mom and Dad have been a huge help but I am getting so annoyed by the old men in this house. They are so grumpy and it pisses me out. I give my Mother major props for putting up with them.

I have not really been talking to anyone really. Just my lovely mamas from my mama groups. I like it this way. I talk to a few friends once in a while. We all have busy lives and kids so I do not really push to hangout. I enjoy my time with my baby. Soon it will be spent with babies.

School is good. One more week and I will be done with my second grad class. Yippee!! They are really flying by.

That's it as far as updates go.

'Til next time!

xoxo

One down...

I have decided to let go of Twitter all together. First I will deactivate and MAYBE will start a new one in 2014. BUT I think I'll just rid of it for good. It is not worth the time and effort to tweet every single detail of my life or read everyone's detailed life.

Some things are meant to be kept to yourself. Plus I always feel like its a place for unnecessary direct indirect "name calling". I only really ever tweeted constantly with one cousin. Every now and then with others. There is always phone calls and texting. Hahaha.

Or maybe I will go back when I get my blog out there and just use it specifically for blog purposes.

Eh...I just know for now there is no more Twitter for me. Plus with a now very active 18 month old and another on the way...I feel it's time for me to really move on from that stuff. Tweeting constantly or have tweet moments of constant tweeting...I have better things to do and I'm not doing them.

Grant it, I do not work and currently have my parents helping me take care of JJ during this pregnancy but still Twitter is not the end all, be all.

When I am awake in the middle of the night these are the things I think about.

I am going to back to writing and will continue to blog. Writing is my passion...I am not the greatest and sometimes I suck at writing but that will not stop me from expressing myself and sharing my life with people.

So long Twitter! Farewell...

xoxo

A little hormotional...

I miss my husband so much. I am having one of those nights where I just need him to give me a hug and let me cry. Being away from your spouse is so hard.

Deployments are hard and long distance marriage is hard. I wish we could be together right now. I just need to be patient.

A lot has been going on in my head and I have been keeping busy with my little one, this pregnancy, grad school and I have acquired a new hobby. I will get into more detail about that in another blog post at another time.

I have also been thinking about getting back into journaling. I miss it. I stopped writing daily after I married my husband. I just didn't find the time anymore. I did write here and there and have various blogs. Luckily I created a few blogs and saved all the links to them. So our stories are written on the inter-web. I have been documenting everything from JJs birth to now. I have documented our engagement and our wedding. Facebook has all of our photos. So it's not like nothing hasn't been written down...just not in paper (in a while now).

I want to start writing again in 2014.

I have a lot planned out for next year and will do every single thing on my list/agenda. It is going to be an amazing year because my little family of three will be a little family of four. I will have my two boys and husband with me.
Hubby has been away from us since May. I need him with me. He is working so hard for us and I am so thankful to have such a supportive husband. He is my love, soulmate, he completes me and makes me a better person. He is the Father of my children and the one who holds the key to my heart.

What we have planned and what awaits for us in 2014 is going to be amazing. God has a plan for us and He is with us all the way. I have faith in Him and my husband.

This post is all over the place just like the thoughts in my head.

xoxo

27 Weeks!!

Hip hip hooray I am 27 weeks today!! Hello third trimester.

I have been experiencing crazy leg cramps at night. Frequent visits to the bathroom and fatigue. As far as appetite goes...I am always hungry!

Obi is doing somersaults now and major karate kicks/chops.
Here is my 27 week baby bump photo :)




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09.30.2013 - 18 Months

Here is JJ's official 18 month photo collage :)




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JJ's 2nd haircut :)

JJ turned 18 months on Monday and today he had his 2nd official haircut.















Afterwards we went to Johns Incredible Pizza for pizza and fun. JJ enjoyed his dessert...a chocolate chip cookie!

My baby boy is so handsome.

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10.03.2013 - 26 Weeks

Yesterday I turned 26 weeks! I had my bi-monthly appointment and it went well!

Obi's heartbeat is strong :)
Here is my 26 weeks baby bump photo (taken today 10/04) -




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