I miss my husband so much. I am having one of those nights where I just need him to give me a hug and let me cry. Being away from your spouse is so hard.
Deployments are hard and long distance marriage is hard. I wish we could be together right now. I just need to be patient.
A lot has been going on in my head and I have been keeping busy with my little one, this pregnancy, grad school and I have acquired a new hobby. I will get into more detail about that in another blog post at another time.
I have also been thinking about getting back into journaling. I miss it. I stopped writing daily after I married my husband. I just didn't find the time anymore. I did write here and there and have various blogs. Luckily I created a few blogs and saved all the links to them. So our stories are written on the inter-web. I have been documenting everything from JJs birth to now. I have documented our engagement and our wedding. Facebook has all of our photos. So it's not like nothing hasn't been written down...just not in paper (in a while now).
I want to start writing again in 2014.
I have a lot planned out for next year and will do every single thing on my list/agenda. It is going to be an amazing year because my little family of three will be a little family of four. I will have my two boys and husband with me.
Hubby has been away from us since May. I need him with me. He is working so hard for us and I am so thankful to have such a supportive husband. He is my love, soulmate, he completes me and makes me a better person. He is the Father of my children and the one who holds the key to my heart.
What we have planned and what awaits for us in 2014 is going to be amazing. God has a plan for us and He is with us all the way. I have faith in Him and my husband.
This post is all over the place just like the thoughts in my head.
xoxo
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